domingo, 31 de julio de 2011

Away & Far

"Phoenix"
               -Anonimous

I went...I ran ...today I start with a broken heart understanding finally who you are and what you mean to me. I was stupid not noticing you loved me. And soon I will have to tell you good-bye for ever once I`ve realised...

The first time I told someone I loved him...was hugging you and in your ear I whispered-"...I love you".
You answered:
still hugging me-"...Me too. A lot "

I can`t explain how it came out how that moment is one of my most beloved memories. How it can mean so much to me.

Today I am away & far from home, I have my heart in pieces because all of what  I was made of were those piecess that my friends , my father & you gave me. You build me up they were the pieces, you put them together. Everytime I broke or took one of those pieces break it , stepped on it, spit in it, throw it to who knows where.

As I was crying and shouting to the world to leave me alone, in the darkness of the rain and anger ,that wouldn`t let anyone in, You would come with the same piece cleaned, restored...would look into and through my eyes...let me crowl into your arms and hug me .Let me shout , let me cry. And once I was over with my anger and sadness.You took my hand and carefully paste the piece back to where it belong. You would look at me again through my eyes and say, -Forget it, nothing happened.
I would smile, stand up, keep on going.

I have always told you you are perfect.

I found your song. If only I had been there for you , or really just not be stupid and looked in your eyes.

- You`ll sing it to him, I`ll sing for her..and maybe one day will be with them.-

Maybe one day you`ll find someone who is...I dont ever want to meet her...

My heart in pieces, My life is in PLAY, I`m off.

I dont understand what we have.

                                                                         I only know...I love you.

     For those who have seen through someone`s eyes.
                                                                 
                                                                  With l0ve yours TRULY,
                                                                                     

                                                                                                        VeiBec